Tuesday, February 24, 2009
finally today im feeling much better. yesterday was terrible. out of a suddenly headache and vomitted later in the afternoon. don't even have the mood to study for my econs test. but fortunately i did my revision a few days before. so i can handle the test for today. yesterday trained home alone. i was so scared that i might just faint in train or bus. but fortunately, i tahan it well. haha. clap clap.
today's lesson was a waste of time. when i reached there, lecturer said it self study time for our test. im glad that im late today. if not, i would be spending 2 hrs rotting there and singing the song- stop and stare. hahaa.
anyway, there a 小插曲 for today--- there is a mentally unstable guy who board the same train as me. at first, i did not realise anything wrong with him. but when i was at bedok, i was quite disturbed by the noise that he made. as he was talking to himself and keep repeating the words. and i saw people sitting opposite wanted to laugh but don't dare to laugh. so i started to realise something was not right. and i started to understand why no one dare to sit beside me at first. cause that guy was standing very near me.
sometimes i wonder why some people end up like this. most probably this is their way of 逃避. as some people just can't let go of the past. stay positive always no matter what, as is the most important and effective to cure everything and unhappiness that you met. as life don't go the way as you planned.
4:13 PM
